Be of good cheer
Wednesday, November 21, 2007, 12:34 PM
A few days back, everything seems to be blurry. Everything is a shade of grey shining in its own hue somehow and sometimes I wish there is a word to explain how I feel, too sum up that certain void that I am not sure how it gets into me. To describe how much effort I need to battle the inner demons to do things such as just to have to get up. But I have yet to find one. There is just this dreadful thing, this dreadful feverish sleep. And sometimes I think you are the only one that could really get that, and not accept it.
Most of the time there is this side of me that some people do not know and I keep it to myself. I have always had a problem with being excessively morbid and bad dreams. However, I am usually at states of euphoria when I take on challenges. And I allow myself to do so, because I hate being left idle. When I am idle, I tend to slip into a small depression yet deep down I know that there is so much more I need to conquer in the inner space. I know in actuality it is not that bad really despite it is a torn in the flesh. I must fight and not give up.
I was checking out Nick Vujicic's website somehow and somehow he always encourages me. In case some of you do not know him, here is his little introduction: Go watch it!
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He is born without limbs yet he is a giant of man. I met him some time back as he was invited to speak to the church. I think he is definitely one of the most amazing people I ever know or something. Not even the president or someone else but him.
I know there are people who are going through sh*t right now but I just wish to encourage you that things are not that bad really. Hold on really. Keep on keeping on. I guess all of us know how it feels at one point or another and you are not alone. Looking at people like Nick inspire me really somehow.
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On a personal note, I am off to KL this weekend for a business conference/learning. School had started and all and I know it is going to be busy which maybe/may not be a good thing.
Labels: Reflections and thoughts
Becky lives with a gay cat called Mr. Bond. Sometimes she has the unfortunate tendency to philosophized things in her head.
Her personal blog, Collection of My Confessions was one of the finalists for the Web Blog Awards 2007, the world's largest blog competition along with notable writers such as Neil Gaiman (the popular writer for his award-winning series The Sandman).
Currently she is also a writer for Renaissance Publishing — an independent publishing house dedicated to supporting local writing based on literary merit.
In her spare time, she enjoys doing social work such as mentoring among other eccentric things that you may not expect.
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Her personal blog, Collection of My Confessions was one of the finalists for the Web Blog Awards 2007, the world's largest blog competition along with notable writers such as Neil Gaiman (the popular writer for his award-winning series The Sandman).
Currently she is also a writer for Renaissance Publishing — an independent publishing house dedicated to supporting local writing based on literary merit.
In her spare time, she enjoys doing social work such as mentoring among other eccentric things that you may not expect.
View her complete profile
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*The Weblog Award is the world's largest blog competition, with over 525,000 votes cast in the 2006 edition for finalists in 45 categories, along with notable writers and bloggers.
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